How deadly dissapointment can be.. But luckily ๐Ÿ™‚ Im madly in love ๐Ÿ™‚

I FINALLY drilled those holes in my bed for my matrass to have air so that it doesnt suffocate & die off.. But drilling.. in wood.. generates dust & stuff.. So now im all sawdusty & stinky & dirty..
So, YAY ๐Ÿ˜€ Shower Time ๐Ÿ˜€

.. thinking bout the one thing on my mind ๐Ÿ™‚ I love my Dreamgirl ๐Ÿ™‚

D you know the feeling of the world crashing down on you, crushing all your hopes and wishes? I do ๐Ÿ˜ฆ an old feeling renewed again ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Hopes and dreams..
everything you longed & wished for
like a leaf, floating on an unspoiled water surface
..
Crushed by an elephant

This quite rocked my world
up to the point that I need to reconsider some things, as always when i’m put in a situation such as this.. I dont like being unprepared ๐Ÿ˜ฆ but I wouldnt think of it before, because even the slightest chance of considering it an ill omen would have been too much ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Bweurk – morning

woke up @ 11, hurried @ jh to do the counting
WAY to early for ANYONE (expecially me) to get up!!

For our web commic of the day, today, we feature Purple Pussy! Very funny, quite evil.. Great

Gonna do some reading
might wake up some more then

plans for this afternoon? *checks cell* seems that I dont have anything – yay – so i’ll try to get those holes in my bed! Matrass health thingy, ya know..

oh & SNOW, yeah, it snowed today!
wich is COOL coz if its snowing now & here.. The chance that there ll be snow in France in 2 weeks (Snowboard Time!!) is very realistic ๐Ÿ˜€ Yay Snow hehe

*Thinkin bout the Dreamgirl* ๐Ÿ™‚ *sigh* ๐Ÿ™‚

My Night Up Tiil .. eeuhrm whatever, sleepy time ๐Ÿ˜€

in short
Shopping with Grandma (yay)
Going tough a WHOLE load of SHIT for Tinnes BDay present
Being Restless (hell when trying to read!)
Pickup of ME by DIRKIE ๐Ÿ˜€
Getting รขโ€šยฌ40 worth of tickets (= 6) @ Kinepolis (bruxelles)
Going to Funeral Dress @ AB Club.. I must say, thats a smaller club than I ever expected it to be! really! Turns out that the Dropkick Murpheys were @ the AB before Funeral Dress.. It d been a Great fing night if we just could have seen The dropkicks & then Funeral.. Really. But Anywho, Funeral Dress was Great, Really Awsome ๐Ÿ™‚ we even bought their new cd!!
And then shit hit the fan :s The BDay party got canceled, leaving me, dirkie, stitchy, .. with the urge to Partay & no place to go. So we went @ stitchys, where we met Kenneth (tinnes bf) and chatted some to conclude we were going for a movie @ my place
We chose eXisTenZ.. I remembered that one as being Great, turns out I was Quite wrong @ that. I guess I must ‘ve been bussy with whatever Ill shit as to make sure I missed 40% of the movie, so that I understood Jack Shit bout it & .. well.. it made the movie a Whole lot better ๐Ÿ˜€
And now I’m blogging ๐Ÿ™‚ Lol
Next step: SLEEEEEP

I gotta be up & @ the JH tomorow at 11.. so that ll hurt plenty ๐Ÿ˜ฆ On the other hand, I hope to have a better day tomorow ๐Ÿ™‚

And of course, always on my mind.. My Dreamgirl ๐Ÿ™‚ I got an sms today, such a sweet reaction to my earlier mail ๐Ÿ˜€ I hope she s got nothing to do one of these days, so that we can share a day together ๐Ÿ™‚ And untill then, my dreams will keep me more than happy & content ๐Ÿ˜€
Love & Kisses to my Dreamgirl!! ๐Ÿ™‚

& now to bed with me.. for some quality time with ๐Ÿ™‚

Waking up never was my best experience, but this morning was different! I woke up in warming yellow sunlight, and with memories to my dreams of last. Nathalie visited me in those, every part of them leading up to our kiss.. such a great way to spend the night, such a heavenly way to wake up.. Such a great girl and not only for being able to have me wake up like this! Altough that IS a special feat indeed!
Of course the first I did this morning was write her an EMail (because 140 sms characters just wouldnt do) and because she s just such a sweet girl ๐Ÿ™‚

Part of my daily routine is to read that whole load of webcommics I like so much. And because its kind of a daily routine thingy, i’ll probably post some comics I like, one at a time.. (you know, as not to run out immediately!)

SO, lets start off with a good one – a sick one also, while we re at it. And all this in just ONE webcommic ๐Ÿ˜€ yay Sexy Losers
Warning, extreme content, adult blah blah blah, read the info @ the page & if you cant handle it.. Sod Off! ๐Ÿ˜€
Todays comic mightnt be the best one to start with, but its a nice one none the less ๐Ÿ™‚ Extremely funny, with the right foreknowlege. So Read ’em all!! ๐Ÿ˜€

And all this being said.. Im off to eat
and go to the bank with my grandma and find a pressent for a friends BDay and do other ill shit and read some more and go to a Cd Presentation for the newest Funeral Dress (AB @ Bruxelles) cd and go to that girls BDay party( @ Gent) and … and in the end sleep ๐Ÿ˜€

And of course, send a Sweet sms to my Dreamgirl ๐Ÿ™‚

Movies ๐Ÿ™‚

Just finished (well yeah finished.. like 2 hours ago) watching Changing Lanes.. Quite ok a movie.. really, quite ok. Altough it misses some of its load. But its a nice try
I also saw the original Ring today.. You know, the japanese version.. Nicee! The american remake really uses all the low down tricks, every single one up in the big book o genre.. And thats where the Japanese one goes different.. Altough its simpeler & more down to earth.. It still chills you to the bone at some points. Admirable! Really moody too!

This GAIM plugin really is great!

Earlier today I started gathering sites about me.. Narcistic, I know, but in all my internet years I made quite a lot sites about me / by me / .. and most of them just got lost in time.. Up till now I gathered some recent ones, and I think I ll be searching some of the older ones too.. If I do, I might even post em here ๐Ÿ˜€

But im getting quite tired at the moment.. I think I’ll go get some sleep. Sweet dreams are made by Nathalie ๐Ÿ™‚ And we ve got a nice one to share ๐Ÿ™‚ She s such a cutie ๐Ÿ™‚ *giggle*

damn, im giggling.. must be butterflies, cuz that Really aint my habit :/ again.. Nathalie.. such a cutie ๐Ÿ˜€

Yay
My first Blogger post using GAIM ๐Ÿ˜€
Cost me blood, sweat & tears, but Its A Fact!!

So now to watching a movie with Tom & Dirkie!! ๐Ÿ˜€

I got my Goodnight SMS from Nathalie! She s such a cutie ๐Ÿ™‚ Really sweet SMS, All I hoped for! Damn she s nice ๐Ÿ™‚

I got an idea today.. Francis’ my last week on earth..

Might write more about it soon ๐Ÿ™‚

Went to see Jeepers Creepers 2 yesteray.. Surprisingly funny! I had expected crap as the first one is, but it was entirely much better than the first one. This is of course not that hard, but still.. I actually had a hell of a laugh. And knowing me.. Thats EXTREMELY hard ๐Ÿ™‚

Afterwards I had a wierd conversation with Stitch bout life n death.. wierd indeed

Comming to today.. t was a normal day, without anything special to mention.. I wanted to do some progging but failed, the mood just wasnt there

And then Nathalie came online ๐Ÿ™‚ she s such a sweety! To say I like her would be an understatement ๐Ÿ™‚ we had some chat, exchanged ages.. But that oh so important question still hovers between us, unspoken and burdening me as such ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Does she smoke? ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Its really pittyfull I care so much ๐Ÿ˜ฆ but I do! I dont think there is anything she could say right now to match the happyness I d feel, hearing she doesnt smoke! Of course I was overly happy to hear we like the same radio & to hear there is no other man in her life.. But still.. Smoking..

Im oh so curious for the SMS she promissed to send me tonight ๐Ÿ™‚ Im SO curious ๐Ÿ˜€ & happy because it seems that my feeling of liking is very mutual ๐Ÿ™‚

Im still reading “Tapestry of dark souls” .. nice book! much better than the one I just finished (heart of midnight) altough the theme is simular! Heart of midnight just didnt appeal to me! Ravenloft books rule! ๐Ÿ˜€

wich reminds me, I desperately need to call Koen bout his computer ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Pitty its too late right now! I hope I dont forget tomorow!!

So my carnival alternatives are a Fact..

im off to Gent for a lil movie ๐Ÿ™‚ With Stitchy

.. thinking bout Nathalie!

pitty I cant ask her to come with me :/ well, I could ask her, but i doubt she d make it! Ill have to settle with an sms ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Hope I see her during the vacation tough!! ๐Ÿ™‚ (such a sweety!)

And now off for a shower

So what am I up to..

im trying to get this blog thing working ๐Ÿ™‚

this blog & the blogging addon for Gaim too, of course ๐Ÿ™‚

furthermore, im NOT going to Aalst carnival..

altough I might change my mind.. but.. no, not very lightly ๐Ÿ˜€