I am restless.. The web has lost its edge to me.. Even computers have lost their edge, altough that is because I have been concentrating more on social skills the last two years instead of computer skills.. And in a way.. I miss it! Is this the moment where I decide to take it easy? Abandon that whole load of social stuff that surrounds me each day? Probably not.. It d be hard to realise. Id have to drop some things I really enjoy.. A lot of things
but at long term, I probably wont have a choice. Fact of the matter is also that when I dont have anything to do, i get bored.. Of course this might be because I have a buttload of things to do, but havent got the time to do them as the should be done.. A part of my internet boredom is probably also because of a lack of time.. So the main solution seems to make more time for computers in my life.. But I dont want to givee up too much social life, I really want to have a gril in my life and my JH responsibilities arent all that easy to build down
I just cant walk up to jack shit and joe average with the words “Congratulations, you just made Bar Responsible Person Kinda Guy” And not only because I d still have to work together with that guy..
If only I had more time 🙂 I d brush up my Java skills, Learn C++, improve my Linux box, and do the 1000 projects and ideas kooking inside my brain! If only.. Now life is filled with if onlies.. and one fact is.. I Dont regret past descisions.. A man can spend (& ruin) his life, just wondering about one descision & well, that just wont be my life 🙂 So lets get on with it 😀
A nice song comes to mind.. Its called “You cant hurry love” One of the 2 songs I remember from around christmas when I was .. dunno.. about five? Sweet memories! The other one was “Wake me up, before you go” Another sweet memory 🙂
I feel like doing stuff for Deviant Art.. I have Pictures I could post.. I sometimes feel in a very prosaic mood, not to mention creativity surges in other fields.. I do tend to be more creative on practical issues.. Dificult to capture on film or so… So thats stuff I just cant post
I do have some nice pics that might be usable.. like this one 😀

altough cant just put that one up.. Needs some editing first! Like that lamp
and the car passing by
Again.. Time Time
Id do it no, but school starts at 8.15 & I need to be there.. Time Time Time 🙂
But all my worries can be paused for a week. Starting Friday, I wont have any worries for 8 days.. 8 days with nothing but mountains on my mind 🙂 Mountains, Snow, My board, Booze and Fun 🙂 YAY! hehehe The need to go is once again Big!
And after that.. 🙂 Kwartee 😀 Yay (well, not kwartee but Ending weekend of my head animator course – lame translation, I know – during kwartee) MAN I LONG for that party 🙂 & the people that ll be there, the kind of people.. Hmmmmmmmmmm
So MEGA 2 cool prospectives this month 🙂
Snowboarding & Kwartee 😀
yay
& now im off to bed, I need to be up at 7 to leave the house at 7.15 and .. plain pain :s But I’ll prolly have sweet dreams to keep me happy till then 😀 hehe